Hey Daisy, welcome to the board. I am glad you got your diagnosis so you can get proper treatment.
I wanted to chime in here, because my gf of 2 1/2 years is also handicapped. She has been all her life, born with a congenital defect that caused her arms to be of shorter length, with missing thumbs and less range of motion overall. Also, she is male to female transgendered, which can be seen as a very challenging medical issue as well.
I find her the most fascinating sexy entertaining insightful sweet and loving person I have ever met.
I can see why finding out you have MS has caused a blow to your self esteem and confidence. But please don't sell yourself short. Don't sell your bf short either. You're still YOU. I'm sure he has never expected you to be perfect. After all, nobody is.
Love withers under constraint; its very essence is liberty. It is compatible neither with envy, jealousy or fear. It is there most pure, perfect and unlimited when its votaries live in confidence, equality and unreserve. -- Shelley
Mags, F, 60, poly-dating, loving and living with
miss pixi, F, 38
Punk, 42, M (dating since Oct 2015)
and a few more casual relationships