I'm okay, I think... sent a slightly garbled FB message to L (who I still haven't actually met IRL!) this morning due to forgetting that I'm not allowed on the internet when tired and I'm a little worried I might have scared her away.
Said "Hey" to H on Gchat this evening. I don't think she'll ever realise how much it took for me to do that... after all this time I still feel like the hurt and offence I caused is the only thing she associates me with. Still, I got Polite Single Word Responses rather than just Being Ignored which I guess is a start. I wish I knew how to stop loving her because then it would hurt less.
Oh, and I have a new job, which is very very boring. But better than being on the dole.
Actually, it's both big and
- Guitar and amp blog.