Everyone has a dark side, and there is a yin for every yang. It is not healthy to deny that. It's religious and cultural programming that says we must feel guilty for not being pure good in thought word and deed, 100% of the time. Many diseases, especially anxiety, comes from when we suppress or fail to acknowledge a certain part of ourselves. The ticket is to recognize when acting on certain feelings is destructive or counterproductive, especially where others who have no choice in it are concerned. This is why it is reprehensible to beat your children or pets, but not so much when a top flogs or humiliates "their" bottom.
To answer your question: i'm not disturbed with myself and i think you should give yourself a break.
Last edited by NeonKaos; 07-28-2011 at 04:55 PM.