Thanks for your thoughts
Yes there is more to this..quite a bit more.
I am working up the courage to start my blog
I need to do this so that you can have a better understanding of my situation.
See the thing is that I analyse things to an extreme. Most of all myself. Believe when I say that your feedback on an otherwise simple question gave me a lot to think about
I can just hope that when (or if) you decide to read my blog, you will be able to make sense of my rambling