Another day and feeling down.
I just don't know what to think or feel right now. M's friend is back in he states for the summer and he goes to him at every beck and call. All I wanted from him was a couple of hours to get the school area set up and, he didn't have time. This is really part of why having another man around will be nice, if we can ever find one. I just wish that M wanted to spend time with me when it wasn't about sex or something that he wants to do. I am lonely darn it and I need to feel needed and respected. I don't know if this is me or the pmdd talking though, lol. B is getting more and more excited about starting school and Q is growing and learning everyday. Grrr, we are hungry why couldn't he help with this stuff after dinner? Or, how about he should have gotten everything at he needed from his storage unit yesterday when M took him. Well, I'll check in later.