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Thanks RP,

She is wonderful and special. I LOVE her so much more...I have moments of such profound clarity and I feel so light. I dont have that heavy weight on my shoulders. Other times its so ...hard...

I wont give up and with the love we have Im sure I will grow into the man,friend,lover LR deserves.

Its very very helpful having everyone here to talk to and read about. You and Mono have no idea how much you have helped me and I accept and cherish your love.