Thanks for the support. I'm in a better place now but this still sucks. I really want to begin to experience the good side of poly. So far, it's the shits.
Right now RBR is out with her significant other, sealing the deal. She asked me before she went and I told her she should go if she wanted too.
NRE is a supreme bitch. It's amazing how it changes attitudes, changes agreements, and causes someone that is supposed to love you to act in ways that are extremely insensitive to someone that is struggling.
Too all you people out there that may have a loved one trying to support you in this new venture, please try to be sensitive with your actions. Someone that is feeling bad already can be made to feel completely unimportant and invisible very quickly.
married, heterosexual male currently in an a newly opened relationship; married to RunBabyRun