Originally Posted by ray
My connection with Nurse was starting to create a lot of anxiety...I realized that it just wasn't healthy for me...I need stability and something that's well defined.
...I just need to take care of myself...Because I do know what I want. And that's being with him. But I can't have it so I need to be able to let go for the time being.
I just wanted to highlight all the bits were you stated you needed something/had a personal revelation about your needs. Even when it created pain to have those needs met.