It's amazing how much this stuff makes you see how much work there is to do no? No biggy. It sounds like you are getting on it and will be an even more amazing "unique" person for it
Keep at it, you're doing fine... I love the idea of the scenario. I do that too. It makes me face fear and then fear diminishes over time. I look back on before and realize that it was all the fear and nothing to do with the scenario... sometimes I forget what exactly I was afraid of!