Thanks for the replies, it's appreciated.
I will of course be talking more with her about this, I just thought it best to get some information on my own to begin with.
As things stand right now, I do think she is worth it... I am not sure if that is the logical me or the "love" me talking, though. The feelings are real, I know that much.
As for trying to be polyamorous.. I'm not sure that is me, but having not experienced it I wouldn't completely rule it out, just mostly.
And thanks for the welcome.
I will be doing some thinking and talking, for sure.