I am new to "poly" and this forum. A friend of mine brought up the topic and I started to do some research on what it was and how I felt about it. It seems the more I read, the more I am interested.
A little about myself. I have been with my husband now for 17 years, been married for 5 of those, but seems most of the time I have not been either happy with him, myself or our relationship. I have always yearned for something more. We have talked numerous times about having an open relationship, but each time I seem to find someone to be friends and more with, but then my Husband retracts the offer and leaves me out in the cold.
I am hoping I learn more here, both for me, my husband and our relationship. As a friend once told me. You can't be truly happy, unless you are happy with yourself..