You're "not allowed to talk to a therapist" about this?
I'm not even reading the rest of your post. If you're stupid enough to take this bullshit, and even DO HIS MATH HOMEWORK for him, then more power to you. Go ahead and throw away your life. It's your life after all and if this is how much you value it, then of course you're going to find others who value you as you value yourself. You're your own abuser in this situation. Your post oozes with self-hatred. It made me feel nauseous just skimming it.
All you need to complete this wonderful picture is have a baby. Better get started on that.
Good weekend to you.
Last edited by NeonKaos; 06-18-2011 at 01:19 PM.