Originally Posted by redpepper
I don't do that. I think that is my problem. Or perhaps the difference I have between others and myself. Every single fucking relationship I have I invest EVERYTHING into. It might not appear so, but I do. It makes for successful relationships if the person I do this with does the same... that I am happy about.
Yep, me too. That's one of the reasons I've been pulling back "into my shell" recently. I've limited myself to LITERALLY 2 people outside of the household that I talk to regularly in person, 2 online and a couple of threads I read on here. I just can't take it right now. It's too damn painful to expose myself to when I'm already hurting over the mess with Maca.
I love ya RP. You're a strong, beautiful, smart woman.