Originally Posted by Bangel
Having a bad day mind is racing again, I have such anger towards the friend that I do not know if our friendship will last.
What I'm about to say, Bangel, may seem absurd to you, even cruel. But I'm going to say it anyway, because I think it is true -- and because I think it is good medicine.
You've probably never in your life so needed to love yourself fully as you need this now
. You really need to give yourself unquestioned, unpremeditated and utterly unconditional love now. I mean, harbor not a fraction of a second of doubt about your worth
. Do not entertain thoughts of "I'm less; I'm not good enough... (etc.)".
It does not perhaps seem to be so, but you could make of this situation a great opportunity for rapid healing and growth, and much more love in your life.
You can forgive your friend, forgive your wife, forgive yourself, and have a glorious heart-expansion that will reveal dimentions of love you've never imagined possible.
Please keep this in mind and heart over the coming days.
We're with you in love.