I still have heartache about some lost connections. A year ago lost a baby. One boyfriend & I split up agonizingly slowly.
About 6 months later I traveled a few thousand miles & started out a relationship with another couple, but turns out they had fed me a lot of misinformation (some may call that lying) and so I could not continue the budding relationship with them either anymore even though they wanted to. I still have feelings about them, disappointment as well. I feel a little burnt out at the moment. Ryan is very supportive, suggests that maybe when I stop trying to make things work out, then something might come along. I am very happy with my life in general & with my/our relationship. I feel blessed & for that I am thankful.