I still think she should know the truth, I always wanted her to know everything, but I thought it's actually his job to tell her. But anyways, whether right or wrong, it would mean so much stress for me to write her, and I really feel like I don't want anything to do with him or her and everything that has to do with them any more. I think this is also quite selfish, but I really have enough of this, and I'm enjoying life so much now without him
I thought I would miss him but I really don't. I feel relieved and happy
It's better to be alone than with someone who has no respect for the people who love him.