((((((((justjeni))))))) Thats a hug for you
I am sorry you are feeling so low. I could rant and rave about how immature and thoughtless your husband seems, but that is not going to be helpful to you, and with the way I am feeling right now, would probably just be a reflection of what I am feeling at the moment.
I don't really have any advice for you at the moment, but just wanted to reach out and let you know that I feel for you. And to give you a hug