i have to be around people for quite awhile before i let my walls down, its a protective measure that i've retained and strengthened since childhood. i've made myself easier to forget, so that i could always come and go as i please. now i waver between this and being blunt and upfront about everything regardless of everyone's acceptance.
i also have a very "alpha" personality, which always makes it feel like a struggle for dominance around other women, though this isn't an issue with men. in love i tend to be too adaptable, and tend to loose myself to please others. i'm stubborn, independent to a fault, and have a constant itch for travel and adventure.
as much as these qualities can be viewed as vaults, some of them of my favorite parts of myself