dazed and confused life of maca
Im mono and my wife has recently come clean with the fact that she is poly.There is alot of drama before this but that is not important.Im unsure of my willingness and abality to stay in this marriage but Im exploring it with the most open mind I can muster.I have insecurities Im jealous and Im working on finding the deeper seated reasons I feel these fears.
Im not even really sure that Im mono.I entertain many thoughts about another partner but I dont feel its right to bring another persons emotions into my life till I can control and understand my own emotions.
Basically Im here looking for enlightenment and some advice once in awhile.
My wife is also on this board but till she says Its ok with her I wont link her board name in my posts.
Dazed and Confused ,