Kat, I am in the same place you are. Intellectually I understand this, but sometimes the heart refuses. I met my husband 4.5 years ago and really thought about what this relationship might entail before moving on. Ohhh how I underestimated.
However, I have also been on a journey to raise my conscious living to more love and what better way to dig yourself out of the dirt of this carnal world than to push the boundaries of love.