Young and Confused-HELP
Hi there! I am completely new to being poly...I need some serious advice here. i am married and have a young child. I recently decided I needed something to release some of my feelings of being trapped and discussed being able to see someone on the side with my husband. I do feel this may be from being a young mom and being married very young. I love my husband very much, but I feel like this works for me. He told me that if I feel like i need to do this than he would stand by me, his only concern was obviously neglecting my family or getting pregnant. I assured him that my family will always come first, and serious protection against pregnancy would always be important. Now my problem is my husband sometimes has trouble being straight up honest with me, so I have asked him several times if he is sure that he is okay with it. He said he isnt fully okay with it because he doesnt see it as "normal" but as long as i am coming home to him every night and still love him than he is ok. I am seeing someone on the side now, it is more of a good friends with benefits kind of thing and he knows of my husband and out agreement.
I just really need some advice on this..help!