Not sure how to go about this
Recently I have been reading books about monogamist threesom relationships and I found that's what I have been missing in my life. But I'm a shy guy that has a hard enough time getting a relationship to work with one person so adding another might be a bad idea but its all I can think about these days. I have no clue how I should go about starting/joning a polyamory relationship. I'm still not sure if I'm just crazy and this is a dumb idea to want this or not but I just feel like sharining my love with 2 ppl feels right I don't know why....I think I might be ranting now sorry.