Trina is always telling us that she loves us both equally but sometimes loves one more than the other and at this time she loves the other more than me. We had a wedding ceromony, we have a 5 month old baby together (too long of stroy for here). We are a family and sometimes I think that's the only reason I'm here. I want more than that. I want to feel like I have an equal part in this relationship. And when Trina tells me that she don't even want to talk about me having at least one more night really hurts my feelings and makes me feel like she really doesn't love me at all.
I feel like my life is a tornado and I have no clue where it's going.