Originally Posted by redpepper
Ya, Mono is military and that keeps me from being out in many ways.
Luckily I can't get kicked out for how I live but the military is not very positive towards anything that brings negative attention to it's members. Besides that, I work in an environment that is very harsh and we pick on each other for fun. If some people I know were fully aware of my situation I would be pushed beyond my limits I think. I am extremely protective of family and can only take so much verbal abuse before I stop using words. I am looking forward to retirement so I can be more of myself for sure.