Jonnyace i'm struggling with the whole boyfriend thing too. But also that your husband, jryyc1, would think an affair would be better. You talked bout having fuck buddies in your original post. What is the difference between all of these "open" ways of living for you? Would you consider yourself a swinger before this? That was okay with your husband? I'm a little confused as to what his issues are if you were already having sex with plenty of other men without his knowledge and now he says he wishes it were an affair.... weren't those all affairs?
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