Yeah, he did throw you to the wolves, and acted like an asshole about it.
I am so sorry you fell so hard for someone who treated you that way. There are better men out there, keep looking. You are worth being treated much more respectfully.
The world opens up... when you do.
Oh, oh, can't you see? Love is the drug for me. ~Bryan Ferry
"Love is that condition in which another person's happiness is essential to your own." ~Robert Heinlein