For the first time in months, I was able to drive by a certain landmark without pain last Saturday.
Every work day, 2X a day, I am forced to drive past a specific landmark and until recently, it would cause gut wrenching pain and start off a litany of conversations in my head.
Saturday, I drove by there with other things on my mind and there was nothing but some sadness.
Time does heal all wounds... some are not fully healed - in the wake of family grief and stress I find I am unable to open up, to let go and to cry... and I need to desperately. But it, too, will come.
I am still trying to figure out who I am and what I want/need in life. We are open to possibilities... although right now that translates into not much is happening because our life is so freaking busy... options are open to discussion and negotiations should they come up
I have missed these forums...