Guess I won't be needing your advice anymore, Mono...
My friend has taken back everything and canceled our meeting tomorrow. He said he was cutting off his phone for the day because he needs to pull himself together and will call me tonight. This still doesn't change the fact that I need to tell my fiance.... I think my initial fear of having to lose the both was correct... I am shattered. How could I have wanted the imppossible... I have only caused hurt with every emotion I have felt. This was never my intention.