I feel that I need to clarify this paragraph:
Originally Posted by RitaFire
But this recent experience brought back a lot of strong emotions in me again. Fears, anxieties, insecurities. Memories of what Rob and I went through in the Fall. I never felt so scared and alone as I did when he and I were going through that tough time. I don't want Rob and I to go through that ever again.
When Rob read this post last night, I could tell that he was frustrated. I asked what was wrong. He said that paragraph made it sound like I never wanted to try polyamory. That is not what I was saying here. What I was saying is that I did not want to go through again what we went through after it was decided to stop polyamory. The aftermath, the fallout, the anger, resentment, frustration, anxiety, loneliness that was felt.