Thanks for sharing your story so candidly,... I think we as people, get so 'worried' about appearing like anything less then patient and proper beings, we forget that there is a need for physical vent, or physical release sometimes.
Your thread here, 'owns' this. I appreciate the candor.
You didnt hurt people, scare people, or threaten anyone. Don`t 'beat' yourself up to much, ( puns, puns everywhere puns..) about feeling a need for a physical vent.
I hope you continue expressing your thoughts and feelings here. I think you offer a very valuable, and unique perspective that people looking for v`s and triads could learn from.
P.S. -Unicorn is over-rated anyhow. Xanthus and Kelpies are where it`s at.