So sorry you're going through a rough time. Hopefully you will find friendship here on this forum. As for jealousy, there are tons and tons of threads here about what it is, how to cope, etc.
Use the search function at the top of the page - use advanced search to find either terms or tags. Whenever you post, you can add a tag to your message, by scrolling down to the bottom where it says Edit Tags. i just added two to this thread.
If you have more specific questions, there are lots of wise folks here who can help. Welcome!
Last edited by nycindie; 03-06-2011 at 02:48 AM.