Thank you for the warm welcome
. Yes we are in a primary relationship. Today I am just not handling the situation very well. I wanna be there for her. But, I have these thoughts of how can she think about taking her life just because of this jackass. Doesn't she even stop to think of me?
I am not vested into monogamy only conditioned. But, in my experience with poly I am not too thrilled.
Yeah we see our couples counselor on Monday and then Tuesday i see my individual therapist. Such a long time between then and now.