yes, I know that. (actions speak louder than words).
I do watch for it. That is why this is bothering me so. He said one thing, and did another! Why should I expect otherwise from now on????
I am on a trip right now and will be away for a week. I don't plan on talking to him. I need some time.
I am still hurting... I can forgive, but I do not want to place myself in a bad situation, especially knowing this. He says it was a "mistake" how cliche!!!
I ask him for actions... he says it is an action to talk to me about this stuff... that it is hard for him... well, yes - talking about stuff can be hard, and willling to talk is an action, but it is still words in the end.
I don't even know what it is I need to see from him, but I will know when I see it.
This sucks majorly. I want to run away, but I don't think it is the right thing to do right now. I need to sort some stuff out, b/c yes it is possible he is telling the truth...
How long should I give him?