Originally Posted by Sindris
I've tried to take all of it in stride that, I'm the person that decided to try this, knowing full-well how I'm used to going about things. So I very well expected to have difficulty. But I still feel guilt, knowing I'm not in the right mindset.
Have you told him that? Knowing what is going on with you is more important to him because he can't go forward in the relationship if you aren't ready.
Talk to him.