Thank you SNeacail for the resource threads. It was a little over whelming try to understand all the back stories. The one seemed to deal with NRE and the neglect or possible feeling of being an obligation. What I took away is its not unheard of and other have same feeling/ thought. That doesn't really make me feel a whole lot better. The Sage post was something I may have go back and break down in pieces
Thanks Redpepper for the suggestions and the reading assignment. Wow 12yrs if you haven't done so you should write one of those yellow books "POLY FOR DUMMIES" hey I'd buy one. Hell you should do just for the humor of having it on your coffee table. I'm beginning to feel like if I can figure out how to post reply and not double post clear poly is way over my ski's. Any thanks again.
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