I'm currently in a mono relationship. I tried for months to resist getting into it but my bf gave me an ultimatum and I wasn't ready to let go of him yet... so I gave it a shot and constantly go back and forth on whether I'm happy or not.
I've only tried to really be poly for a few months in my life... always been miserable in mono relationships, but tend to gravitate toward serious guys that want to get married.
I stumbled on the concept of polyamory when I lived in San Francisco, and found out that a good friend of mine is poly.
I guess ultimately I'm very confused about where I stand, and just know that mono isn't working. I'm here looking for answers.