Just doing a lot of thinking tonight and trapping myself into a crappy mood.
Thinking a lot about one of the girls I'm real close with, who I just can't be with. I feel like I am or already have convinced myself that this girl is something more than she really is. Like all expectation has been put on her. I feel like the chance we ever could be together, I would be thoroughly disappointed or something. I also feel like I may possibly sabotage other possible relationships from putting so much focus on her.
Advice is appreciated, but I honestly doubt I'll actually take it.