Mostly what sticks in my craw is the fact that I have shadowboxed with this guy for 8 years, and don't want to have to let it go just when it looked like it was going to go to a new level. Is eight years rushing? I guess it is in the context of this new development, new attitudes, etc., but that's why it doesn't quite feel like I'm being hasty or overly unrealistic- remember- I wasn't expecting J to lay it all out on the table- so I felt like exactly what you are all saying was happening- an unexpected surprise coming my way after a long history of patience and prudence.
However, I do go all in when I am enthused-yes, and tend to get too intense too quickly.
Oh, and D, stop saying booty call.
"Rocks will open and make a way for the lover."
~Hazrat Inayat Khan
I love Catfish and Charlie.