Ditto Baby, feelings are always OK. It's Christmas Eve here and with every minute I stay here typing the traffic is building. So I haven't got time to do your post justice but I just wanted you to know that I feel your pain and I'm sending you many, many hugs.
Keep communicating, I'll post properly later. What I would really like to do is communicate with Bree!
Stay strong, a Romantic Greek is a very desirable kind of person to be.