man married to poly
Poly has her cracker now mono man wants his. I approved her lover still tough sometimes, 'course I'm the better lookin' one. That's my problem, I am fighting the alpha-competitive syndrome. I want carma to experience this other thing. Probably hope it eventually runs it 's course. I don't want to control her but don't want to lose her. For a while I felt like it was a triad. Then a wave goes over me and I'm the only one standing in the surf and Burt Lancaster and Deborah Kerr are over on the beach making love. Ouch!