Wh can't they meet without me?
The situation improves and Claudia is visiting me right now. But what I don't understand: Why do Claudia and Jan want to meet only, when I'm there, too?
they can't give me an answer. I mean it is great to be together as three once in a while, but why do they want to be with me each time? May be, they don't want to get too close, don't want to hurt me? As far as I understand (yet I see it may be more) the sexual experience is kind of an centre point - especially for Jan - of their friendship.
I don't understand, why they refuse to have that experience without me, I would be perfectly allright and do something different I enjoy, instead.