So I sent a message to Cricket about last night, and she replied. Without going into too much of her personal issues, something happened yesterday that triggered a panic attack relating to her past, and as a result, she wasn't mentally able to be affectionate with anyone, not just me.
I feel relieved... but also kinda guilty that I feel relieved, you know? I mean, my thought process here is basically "Oh, she was having a panic attack, that's all. I feel so much better about things now."
Kinda fucked up, I think...
This is my family. It may be little, and broken, but it's still good. Yeah, still good.