Thanks JRiver. Same to you. You strike me as very intelligent and a deep thinker as well. I swear I was reading a post by you talking about the present moment and the Now! That stuff is right up my alley ; ) not saying I practice it perfectly yet, but it aligns with my philosophical views.
And when it comes to poly, I don't want to judge or feel any negative feelings, because I don't like the way those feelings feel and I don't like to be judged myself. I would love to see poly relationships more open in terms of society as another viable lovestyle choice. I think that it will get to that. Just takes time and more people to be brave and delve into the abyss of their psyches and emotions like me