I am still aching!
I have allowed myself to fall for this woman telling myself she was married and that nothing too serious that could happen (my intentions anyways).
I am even willing to leave sex behind. How can this be so bad??
My SO also made mistakes by actually setting up a date with her and then changed her mind many times and this was hurtful too no?
Yes Cowgirl wasbad but not THAT bad since she actualy cooperated with my SO.
Now I only want to see her one last time over coffee to make things right...is that a crazy idea? My SO says she is willing to do it but perhaps in a year or so...but I can't live with that.
I can't even bring up the subject with SO since she gets upset and doesn't understand why she would do me a favor since there is nothing in it for her.
I need closure...is this reasonnable?
Last edited by yul; 11-22-2010 at 03:08 PM.