I'm very happy to read your thoughts too. This is turning into a sleepless night before work tomorrow. Going to the other man would resemble being rescued - I bet thats why he wont respond to me. I will begin the preparation process so its easier later. That dinner thing actually happened tonight. He even said as we went to bed, "You know, I've been pretty nice to you all day." And like usual, I said nothing in response because I didnt want to argue. How the hell have I been so blind?? I feel stupid, but now I'm wising up. I'm pretty surprised and upset I didnt stop this crap sooner. Well I can only work on my future. This has been one hell of a weekend!!