Not just one night
It wasn't just one night. We had done a lot of chatting both online, texting, and on the phone before we even met. We then met for drinks and spent many hours together then I went home. This was a couple different times before we actually spent a whole night together.
Sorry I was very tired when I wrote all that. I just want to make it clear it wasn't a one night stand. We really clicked, got along together, and I guess I hoped he would see me while I still remainded married and he hoped the opposite. He then got upset.
In my head, my ideal relationship is to stay married to the only woman that I feel I can be with and have a boyfriend. I have always felt that I have had the capacity to love more than one person. I wish that he had felt the same.