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Old 11-10-2010, 06:47 PM
Fidelia Fidelia is offline
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Originally Posted by Derbylicious View Post
It's my own self image garbage. That's why I'm not totally at ease and why I want her to like me so much. It really doesn't have anything to do with her as much as being so desperate for acceptance. I'm pretty self conscious about who I am and the things that I do a lot of the time.
This is so very much the way I used to be. It took me a very long time to come to terms with, and finally to embrace, the fact that in many ways I am just different than other people. I used to think I was a total weirdo. I still think so, but now I know that weird is just different, and different is good. And besides, I didn't create myself, God did. He did such an awesome job on his other work, I've gotta figure I wasn't his first major screw-up.

Originally Posted by Derbylicious View Post
I'm silly and I do things that adults aren't really "supposed" to do.
Me too, and my sweet Fidelio WAY more than me. We say "better silly than boring!"
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