Ah, eklctc. I'm glad that the current situation has resolved itself.
The future is a hard thing. I struggle with a few future concerns with my boyfriend, and find myself ranging anywhere from calmly and detachedly accepting it will end, all the way to thinking about how/if a move could work.
*sigh* At my best, I'm living in the moment and enjoying what we have now and for the next several months at least.
I hope you can find that peace.