I really appreciate that FK. I'm too big a coward to be honest with anyone right now, and I know how bad that is. All of this is my doing and I need to dig outta it. I have issues too.
B knows he can always drag me back in...I know he's bad for me. He knows it too...that's why I have the poison tattoo...our 'song' is A Familiar Taste of Poison by Halestorm...look up the lyrics. I've been brutally honest before but I always go back. Poor J I just can't even drag into the poly situation...but he's avoiding me right now anyways...God I hate being alone right now.