Hang in there, SisterWoman.
Don't forget to breathe.
You're crocheting a bedspread?
*tips hat* Wow. I crochet, but I've never undertaken a BEDSPREAD. I tend to make smaller things, baskets and snowflakes and whatnot. made a darling pair of cafe curtains once. Took me all winter! If I started a bedspread right now, I'd bet I could be finished with it in ten years!
Congrats on the coming grandbaby. Will he be your first?